Friday, December 25, 2009

macam-macam lah!


kau tengok lah.
tunggang langgang kot hari2 terakhir aku kt rumah.
macam pe je.
Ya ALLAH.
guide me.
to the right path.
im just ur hamba yg lemah.
amat.
lemah yg amat amat.
erm.
aku baru plan nak jadi akak n anak yg siqoh dlm meniti hari2 terakhir sblm balik kampus ahad ni.
tp apakan daya.
aku hanya mampu plan.
Allah yg menentukan.
hm.
damn.
bile teringat balik je .
damn.
rasa bersalah sgt.
tp.
aku sungguh2 tak sengaja.
4 the both events n accidents i made.
luckily aku selamat.
tp the car's condition is way too bad.
too hurt.
too mANY blood.
ahaha.
if only the car can talk.
if only the car could cry.
if only it can feel.
im so foul!
miserable sungguh.
sampai aku tekadkan dalam hati.
xnak balik uma langsung nanti sepanjang sem 2 ni.
sebab nak fokus study.
n xnak balik uma.
sebab nanti konpem aku drive car again.
i dun want to repeat the same mistakes again n again.
as if my mom allow me to drive her car lagila kan.
hmm.
kalo ko datag uma aku.
tengok bencana yg aku buat.
the other problem is.
not the car only that hurt.
i'd also hurt my house.
hell yess!
our grill tu aku crash!!!
remuk redam grill uma aku dibuatnya.
feeling aku??
well.
sgt takut.
if aku cedera?
hmmmm.
Alhamdulillah aku xde papae la kan.

tekad aku.
xpela.
lupekan jela hal itu.
for the future.
i think aku xmahu drive kereta dalam mase terdekat ni.
maybe smpai abes sem 2.
tengoklah macam mana kan.


p/s:yamapi become more cuter than ever.in his latest clip i watched just now.he just sooooo kawai oke.cant blame me if i die bcoz of him.hahaha.Astaghfirullah.ape jadah ko wahida.mati kerana lelaki yg tidak ber'sunat'.kapir pulak tuh.heh.well said.

2 comments:

Razman said...

truskan drive. jgn benti. buangkan rasa takot tu. org yg dh pnah eksiden besenye lg pakar bwk keta.

~hAti bErgEL0jaK!~ said...

hmm tengoklah nanti camane..hopefully recover ah..tenx:)