please do value me moreee.

I am supposedly going out with somebody last saturday, but it got called off, which is for me is fine, because I've been lazy myself, you know, just barely sit my ass for roughly less than 24 hours at my lovely home.
So we postpone it to tomorrow, I was okay. Okay. But I hate it that she even intent to bring a guy along.
Doesn't she even think about my feeling? The awkward moment I will feel. Hmmmmph.
So there, YOU have give me quite an impression on how nice you treat me. To be honest I am completely sad about this matter. Ahhh. Tension la.

Lepas tu syusyu pula tidak mahu keluar bersama berasmara. Ohh apakah. Diriku sungguh berasa tidak dihargai. Wahaha. Please, remain seated syue whenever YOU read this post! :P

Lepas tu, I AM SO GLAD THAT I AM FINALLY AT MY HOUSE. FINALLY!
THE PAST WEEKS HAD BEEN LIKE HELL TO ME. THE CRYING. THE AGONY. THE MADNESS. THE HOUSE.
I WANT TO EXPRESS MY GREATEST THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE BEEN PAYING ATTENTION TO MY RAMBLINGS. PEOPLE, SERIOUSLY, TERIMA KASIH SANGAT2.

Tiqah, Tira, Temah, Yus. Thanks for accompanying me at my hardest time. :)
Ibu. Thanks so much for the messages. :)
Ika, Sab and Ain. Thanks dengar segala bebelan aku. Sangat2 terima kasih. :)


Seriously, kekadang aku jadi fobia sendiri. Orang terlalu amek remeh tentang kewujudan dan signifikasi aku dalam hidup mereka. Well, uhmmm I know, me too sometimes doesn't even give shit about someone I don't care. Tapi tapi tapi. Hesy susahlah nak cakap. Kalau nak cakap pasal my broken-hearted feeling ni, sampai ke sudah takkan habis.
Anyway, segala yang berlaku ada hikmah-NYA. I'll try to think about it in more positive ways.


And towards an exciting holidays without no worries. Yeahhh!


Esok sudah awal Muharram. I hope to be better person. Hope to be a reliable person. Hope to be a responsible person, not letting others suffers because of me. Hope to be a good daughter. Hope to be a good sister. Hope to be a good friend. Hope to be a good student.

May all of you as well :)