Thursday, April 22, 2010

mengapa begini?aku mahu begitu!

kenapa aku ditakdirkan untuk jumpa dia dalam hidup ni.

ape rasional nya?

supaya aku apa?

dia banyak mengajar aku.

ye!

erti kekecewaan.

erti kehancuran.

kejahatan.

kecelaruan.

keserabutan.

SEMUANYA!

semua yang ko ajar tu pahit tau!

aku xboleh terima.

ko xpernah hargai aku.

kenapa aku mesti jumpa ko!kenapa???

aku benci ko!

SANGAT!

those letters i really hope i can spit it out on your face.huh!

tapi kenapa aku lemah.

aku jatuh lagi di tangan ko.

dan jatuh dan jatuh.

ko pijak maruah aku.

ini ke kawan?hah?

layak ke ko digelar sorg kawan?khalifah?

kenapa sampai sekarang aku masih ada ingatan tentang dia.

aku cuba lupakan.sedaya upaya.

tapi semakin kuat.

bukanlah dalam erti kata mengingati dia untuk kesukaan je.

but everything about dia.

dulu masa perasaan aku masih ada.

aku suka bercerita tentang dia.

sangat suka.

sekarang.

ye.i would very like to talk about dia.

but i know everyone will say"spare me the detail.we dont want to know about u."

i just know that.

they've grown tired to hear my stories.

the same lame story.

but what do you expect?huh?

my heart ache!

reallllllllllllllly.

not in a good way.

but in a baaaaaaad way.

why did he ever need to exist in my life huh?

why our life crossed?

my life could've been better.

Without dia off course.

yeah aku hanya tahu cakap.

tapi itu je yg mampu aku buat sekarang ni.

i guess it really is the time for me to stop thinking about dia.

seriously stop it.

about everything.

time to grow up dear.

lets grow up together.

bury him deep in the sand.

in the muddy sand.

yeah.serve him right.ahaha.

yoroshiku!!!

sekian cerita saya(-_-')


p/s:saya tahu saya exam.tibe2 terlayan perasaan pulak.ni sebab dapat mesej dari one of my fren la.hmm.afraid to face the truth.thats me.

3 comments:

life is not a fairytale.. said...

wawa, xmao sedih =( kita ada kan =(

hikmah128 said...

huhuhu,,yerr cikk petom,,org2 yg kite jumpe adlhh untukk mnguji kite,,jadi sila jadi bijakk,,,jgn biarkan dirimu terus dibelenggu insan yg x mmbntu tuhh,,,i'm by ur side always,, :)

~hAti bErgEL0jaK!~ said...

Eqa : thanxxxx muchieee :) To me..you'll always by my side :)

Temah : Thanx bagi komen :)
yep..sy sgt setuju dgn kata2mu :)
ill be by ur side too dear :)