fangirling in me~!

sabirah anak prof a (17:39):  weeeeeeeeed

sabirah anak prof a (17:39):  kredit aku habis.......hehe

sabirah anak prof a (17:39):  apakah fangirling?

nur (17:40):  yg aku jwb tulahhh

sabirah anak prof a (17:40):  contoh?

nur (17:41):  aduhhh macammana aku nk jawab.haha

sabirah anak prof a (17:42):  benda yg pompuan suka ke?

sabirah anak prof a (17:42):  ayat dia camni

sabirah anak prof a (17:42):  as simple as fangirling.

nur (17:44):  umm

nur (17:44):  ko minat sorang artis

nur (17:45):  contoh aku minat yamapi

nur (17:45):  then aku ni adalah seorang fangirl

nur (17:46):  apa2 aktiviti yg aku buat, seperti menjerit suka, excited gila over something related to yamapi is 'fangirling'

nur (17:46):  faham?

nur (17:47):  tu apa yg aku phm dan alami lahh, tatau plak lau ada mksud laen ke

ok aku pun tak paham kenapa aku re-post our conversation, but nevertheless I am proud to be a fangirl!

:D!

Sampai ketemu!

gurauan itu pahit jugaaaaa

aku manusia biasa je. so memang normal untuk aku rasa marah kan? rasa macam apa aku rasa sekarang ni.
kekadang aku rasa aku xpatut marah-marah macam ni. tapi i really can't help it.
aku dah cuba untuk memuaskan hati semua pihak tau. its not like i put on a sour face on my face 24 hours a day kan, so hargailah aku yang dah menempelkan muka manis ni.
kadang-kadang aku rasa aku tak layak pun nak marah kat sapa2.
kita tak boleh lah nak marah kat parent kita. kat orang yang lebih tua dari kita.
kat adik-adik aku tu pun aku dah malas nak marah lebih-lebih sebab aku 'kurang'.hmmm.
dah tu kat kawan-kawan pun aku segan nak marah lebih2. sebab aku takde pape.
haha semua reasoning tahape2. harap maaf.

dah tu aku boleh nangis je. pathetic betul. okay dah nak stop. mata tu pun stop lah. please.

okay aku memang on dengan all of your 'joking around', dari zaman sekolah lagi aku memang menghalalkan apa jua bentuk 'joking around' because it will make friendship or family or relationship sweeter and meaningful and funnn!!
tapi berpada-pada ah nak bergurau pun. respect sikit limitation of 'joking around'.
tapi well aku akui the matter itself is simple and pretty kicik punya hal! tapi timing korang suck sikit. and aku dah sampai limit? macam tulah. tu yang boleh je tetiba nak meletus gunung berapi. haishhh.

aku rasa aku memang merindui zaman smkajb dullu, tapi mengenang balik kepahitan 'joking around' diorang bersama pembulian diorang, i guess aku jadi trauma sendiri.
kalau aku ingat satu2 balik apa diorang bat kat aku, mahu xmenangis aku semingggggu! entahlah!

okay itu sahaja dari saya. dahlah sedih takdapAt join kenduri!!!grrrrr. :|

ohye, skrg saya dah okay. so jangan simpan dalam hatiiii.


p/s : yay yamapi's new albummmm :3

Itu K.A.M.I.

Esok sudah pulang ke Nilai. Oh sangat tak rela. Nak duduk rumah jeeee lau boleh. Boleh gitu ? :P
Tapi dah dekat sangat dah dengan exam. Doakan saya. Thank You! :)

Admittedly my heart still not recover yet from the things that happen. But well, lets just see what will happen tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after after tomorrow and after after after. :)

Harap hati dan minda saya kuat. Yeah!

Tapi sepanjang cuti ni, ia memang mengingatkan aku pada ukhwah ku pada waktu sekolah dulu.

Tiqa, thank you so much for spending time with me. Harap kita berdua dapat tabah dengan our friend k? :) Kita boleh! Jom bebila dating lagi ye sayangsss :)

Tira, Temah and Ifa. YESSS I miss you all like crazy! Ngeh ngeh. Setelah buat projek gempaaaak lagi menarik bersama saya sangat excited. Awwww :DD
Nak letak gambar la! Temah saya copy je dari blog kamu, boleh? haha guna dulu baru mintak permission kan. Tahapa2. :P

Yes. Itulah projek mega kami. Idea tulin dari aku yang bijak. Hahah takde maknanyaaa :P

Tapi serius aku enjoy buat benda ni! :)

Setakat ni, persahabatan2 inilah yang paling aku hargai. Sayang korang semua :D

Kawan yang lain pun aku okay aja. Tapi depend ah. Kalau sekali dah kena kencing, hati susah sikit nak terima. Tapi aku pemaaf orangnya. Hahah.

Okay Yamashita Tomohisa nak buat solo concert tour kat Asia! Ohmigodddddd! Aku sangat excited oke!
Pagi khamis tu masa aku tahu, taknak aku menjerit satu rumah pulak kan. LOLOL.
Sadly, the nearest place, he gonna visit is Thailand :(
Anyway, I am seriously super happy with this news. Hope he will be success! With his upcoming solo album and later DVD. Do your best! :D



P/S : I didn't cut my hair lagi. Hahaha sudah ku dugaaaa! lol

late

okay this entry was supposed to be published on wednesday but coz blogspot is kinda annoyed me to death with 'her' kerenah. so here we go!

HOORAYYYYYY.



Saya dah tua. Umur dah masuk puluh. Walaweh!





Rasa macam baru semalam masuk sekolah rendah.

Berjalan terkedek2 dengan rambut diikat dua. OHMIGOD sangat comel! HAHA.



Rasa macam baru semalam merajuk2 manja dengan kawan2 waktu sekolah agama.

Miss that old time when i think i really hargai my friends.

Kami berbeza kelas and sekolah kebangsaan. Tapi still boleh baik.

Aku selalu rasa masa aku sekolah rendah aku macam orang terbiar yang takde orang beri perhatian and homat. Entahlah. So they were truly my saviour at that time!



Rasa macam baru semalam lempang sorang guy yang pernah minat kat aku.

Sangat sorry to you Mr. Salam. Wah xsangka I wrote his name in this blog.

But seriously sangat sorry. HAHAH.



Rasa macam baru semalam aku meminati ramai orang tak kira lapisan umur,but well not more than 2 years of my age at that time.

About this matter,it kinda not the best memory i had. A bit embarassing actually! Lucky now i am a bit more rational in my way of talking, admiring the boys.

Oh really? HAHAH.'



Rasa macam baru semalam berbalas2 surat dengan member2 sekolah perempuan and sekolah agama.

Aku sangat suka menulis. Menulis surat tentang ape2. Tentang crushes. Tentang kawan. Tentang peljaran(HAHA sikit je, tp the thought that come kan!)



Rasa macam baru semalam dapat pegi sunway lagoon sebab ayah menang peraduan under my name.

Bukanlah the best memori,tapi welll actually bukan sekadar sunway lagoon je. All the place s we as a family go together!

Aku sangat suka melancong(if ada money semua on kan!)! Macam my dad! =))



Rasa macam baru semalam aku selalu di buli.

Aku yang terlampau memberi muka pada diorang sebenarnya. Tapi well entahlah, akhirnya diri aku yang merana. Aku yang terseksa sendiri.



Rasa macam baru semalam aku sangat cengeng, gembeng and seangkatan dengannya.

Well the gembeng inside me is not entirely gone, still kuat lagi.

Cuma i guess ia makin berkurangan. Great!



Rasa macam baru semalam aku gaduh2 ngan my adik time kat sekolah etc => SYUE!

HAHAHA. Saje je nak mention ni! But I guess not with her only, but with my other siblings! HAHA


Rasa macam baru semalam je baru lepas keluar SMKTA, SMKAJB, KMJ.

Aku happy pernah wujud di situ. Mengenali kawan2 baru. Tapi its just kekadang aku xcukup bersyukur berada di situ. Entahlah.



Rasa macam baru semalam masuk USIM.

Hope terus gembira and bertaqwa bersama Usim!



Rasa macam baru semalam masuk rumah sewa, keluar kolej kediaman.

Pengalaman baru. Masalah baru. Persahabatan baru. Persekitaran baru.



Rasa macam baru semalam sy ni dah tahun 2 student applied physics!

Revive Islam!





Rasa macam baru semalam segala memori yang pernah wujud.



Mahu terus create good memory for me to remember!





Happy birthday to my dearest friends, adik!







3/8 => Nana KMJ and Yusra LJ~



6/8 => Ain USIM~



7/8 => Wanie KMJ~



8/8 => Aiman ADIKKU! and Sri Usim~



11/8 => Radin SKSB~



12/8 => Temah SMKAJB~!!syg kamu! ;))




Itu je kot. Yang lain nantilah. ;)



Lastly selamat berpuasa! ;))



Got the repaired laptop! ;)



Got the cd! Yamapi! ;))



Where is my present!?? ;P

fan-girling moment!

really.sucks!

i dont even read any lines or touch any pencil,pen and calculator.

wth.

chemistry paper is the first.on 20.4.2010.

its someone's birthday:)

hehehe.

by the way.

09.04.2010

is yamapi's birthday.

i've been planning on posting something in my blog about him,off course.

but seem on that day,i was not onlining and just went back home the next day.

after about 2 days, just have the chance to post it:)

happy birthday to you,

dear yamashita-sama!!!:)

otanjoubu omedatou!

(haha tak reti eja.malas nak check spelling:P)

may god bless you and your career:)

i've always support you no matter what condition you are.

you are the best!

okay.i know i'm mumbling.bubling or whatsoever.haha.

typical fangirl in me ne:P

there so much to say,but for now i guess is enough isnt it.

if only you can read this tomo-chan.i feel really honoured!:))

anyway my good day on friday with full of reminiscing about yamapi by watching his photos and dramas is spoilt in the middle of the night around 2 a.m. i received a shocking yet sooo ridiculous news about yamapi.

on of my jealous friend i guess jealous about me and yamapi's relationship(as if ever existed that relationship!)bahaha

anyway,she said on her message to me that yamapi was caught under drugs.

how am i supposed to react at that time.i felt betrayed to be honest.i dont want pi to be ending like that,really hope so!!

that time,my thoughts flooded with all yamapi's projects,dramas,movies,new single.whoaaa so scared!

luckily then tured out that she just want to make fun of me.

saya marah ni!

hahah.

watch out girl!i find way to payback tine later!:P

nah hadiah untuk tatapan:)

such a flawless skin:))

p/s:anyway,he now is busy with his acting in ashita no joe film.i am really excited about the outcome of this.well,he acted as a boxer.hell yeah i realllly dont like boxing.but if it is for pi,off course whatever is fine.haha cant wait!

hah!his hair also has been cut.awww aww cant wait to see it!