while time flies away

Salam and hye semua! Errr sesapa jela yang baca blog aku ni. Setakat yang aku tengok kat stat tu, ahaha takde sape dah yang jenguk blog aku. :(


Cuti semester dah start. Ahaha yes. Kan best kalau hidup ni sentiasa cuti aje. Or even better tak payah dah balik USIM. Lol I sounded so much like somebody pulak because of my whinings about Usim. Errr whatever! So, I can say that semester 4 ni takdelah banyak sangat problem dan kepala aku lebih tenteram. Tapi, well adalah beberapa perkara yang tidak memuaskan hati aku, tapi yelah, manusia ni tak perfect dan sentiasa nak lebih. Hmmm let me rephrase. Aku bukan tak bersuyukur etc, tapi kadang2 kita tak tahan. Apa yang aku alami dan rasa masa sem 4 ni aku banyak pendam. Well adalah jugak cerita sikit2 kat sapa2 yang sudi dengar, tapi boleh tak aku nak kereta. HAHA. Bukan tu je masalah dalaman tapi masalah 'double standard'. WTH MUCH. Aku malas nak ungkit lama-lama and panjang-panjang pasal kereta and double standard ni. Tapi aku sakit hati. Tu je. :) Lepas tu kalau pasal friendship? HAHA. Semua orang pentingkan diri. SEMUA. Aku pun. Tu pun aku malas nak cerita panjang, tak penting pun. Study went pretty well I guess, though I am not so sure what'll be my result, hmmm hopefully will be better! :D I've said to mum I want a bicycle. She just laughed me off.  :((( Sape boleh sponsor basikal untuk aku? Ahhhh tension bila cerita pasal hal universiti ni. Jom move on to the next topic, my lovelies!


Kononnya aku ni nak kerja, well memang bertekad pun. Pi stuff banyak keluar hujung tahun ni. I need money to buy them, hopefully I can! But yeah, dah seminggu start cuti sem ni tak start kerja pun lagi. Heeee kak yana pun dah start kerja, aku bila lagi? Tengoklah, I guess after hantar Hadi pergi UIA kot? Ada sape2 tak adik dia masuk UIA? Jom ah jumpa! :DD Tetiba je kan. InsyaAllah 28/5 and 4/6 ni akan ke kl. 28 tu nak hantar Hadi gi UIA then 4/6 tu Kak Tira kahwin. Hehehe lepas sorang2 akak and abang sedara kahwin okay, rasa takut pulak bila turn aku tiba. Sangat berharap dapat suami soleh. Budak2 course aku tu boleh pulak gelakkan aku bila aku cakap 'I want ustaz as my husband'. Girllllls, kahwin ni bukan soal main-main, that's why I prefer someone that know about agama, not that I want someone yang Hafiz Quran and hafal beribu hadis etc, tapi cukuplah yang dapat membimbing aku. Oh lagi satu aku rasa aku nak yang pro-kerajaan! ;) Oh ye since we are on the related topic, malam tadi tengok Imam Muda. Howyeah. Best and rasa sejuk je hati tengok pemuda-pemuda itu. Hmmmm. :'D Aku takdelah 'root' for sesapa but what can I say is, patutnya banyak program tv macam ni dibuat, bagus. :))


Haha start je cuti aku tengok banyak gila drama. LOL it is all bertindan-tindan. IDEK. Tapi cerita yang memang aku stuck and confirm akan tengok and tunggu dari awal sampai habis are Lie to Me, 49 Days, Romance Town, Gossip Girl. Heeeeeee. 49 Days dah habis, tapi I am still not watching the finale episode because I am very disappointed to know the ending is a sad ending. WTH WTH WTH WTH. Okay tak puas hati ni. Sepanjang drama tu boleh kata tiap2 episod aku nangis, so boleh nampak di situ ini adalah cerita sedih, boleh kan? Yang aku tak puas hati, apesal ending sedih? APESALLLL? Okay, aku assume ending sedih because my flist kat lj said so and so do my flist at fb. Ah sakit hati! Okay kesimpulannya aku malas nak tengok ending dia! HAHA. Romance Town and Lie to Me best gila! Dua2 ada actress yang aku suka sangat! Yoon Eun Hye and Sung Yu Ri. OMG. Tak sabar gila tunggu setiap episod! And then also plan to watch Rebound. Heee because it looks interesting and it has been a really looooooong time since I last watched JDrama! :D

Till then, have a nice day!

please do value me moreee.

I am supposedly going out with somebody last saturday, but it got called off, which is for me is fine, because I've been lazy myself, you know, just barely sit my ass for roughly less than 24 hours at my lovely home.
So we postpone it to tomorrow, I was okay. Okay. But I hate it that she even intent to bring a guy along.
Doesn't she even think about my feeling? The awkward moment I will feel. Hmmmmph.
So there, YOU have give me quite an impression on how nice you treat me. To be honest I am completely sad about this matter. Ahhh. Tension la.

Lepas tu syusyu pula tidak mahu keluar bersama berasmara. Ohh apakah. Diriku sungguh berasa tidak dihargai. Wahaha. Please, remain seated syue whenever YOU read this post! :P

Lepas tu, I AM SO GLAD THAT I AM FINALLY AT MY HOUSE. FINALLY!
THE PAST WEEKS HAD BEEN LIKE HELL TO ME. THE CRYING. THE AGONY. THE MADNESS. THE HOUSE.
I WANT TO EXPRESS MY GREATEST THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE BEEN PAYING ATTENTION TO MY RAMBLINGS. PEOPLE, SERIOUSLY, TERIMA KASIH SANGAT2.

Tiqah, Tira, Temah, Yus. Thanks for accompanying me at my hardest time. :)
Ibu. Thanks so much for the messages. :)
Ika, Sab and Ain. Thanks dengar segala bebelan aku. Sangat2 terima kasih. :)


Seriously, kekadang aku jadi fobia sendiri. Orang terlalu amek remeh tentang kewujudan dan signifikasi aku dalam hidup mereka. Well, uhmmm I know, me too sometimes doesn't even give shit about someone I don't care. Tapi tapi tapi. Hesy susahlah nak cakap. Kalau nak cakap pasal my broken-hearted feeling ni, sampai ke sudah takkan habis.
Anyway, segala yang berlaku ada hikmah-NYA. I'll try to think about it in more positive ways.


And towards an exciting holidays without no worries. Yeahhh!


Esok sudah awal Muharram. I hope to be better person. Hope to be a reliable person. Hope to be a responsible person, not letting others suffers because of me. Hope to be a good daughter. Hope to be a good sister. Hope to be a good friend. Hope to be a good student.

May all of you as well :)