Monday, December 21, 2009

nande2??

erm.
aku takut.
yes aku takut.
seriesly.
at first.
i thought we can last long.
not this short.
never ever think it will happen again.
again.
n again.
what is this suppose to mean hah??
kenapa!
mereka semua jahat.
or maybe aku yg xcukup baek.
kenapa muncul watak2 ni dalam hidup aku.
dalam diari aku.
kalau munculnye mereka just nak make use of me.
berambus ah kau!
aku menyesal sesangat.
sebab aku takut nak buat keputusan dulu.
ko xlayak nak buat aku gini.
at last aku yg merana.
merana kah?
sikit ah.
org selalu kate.
sbg iktibar.
penguat kpd kita agar lebih berhati2 pd masa mendatang.
ouh yeah?

kenape aku still sama?
xsedar taktik mereka?

still leka..?
wlaupun sedar taktik mereka.

aku bosan.
tired of everything.
cepatlah ko muncul.
my....

teringat bait2 kata dalam kurosagi.

fairytale always have a happy ending.
tapi.
kite xsedar.
yg kehidupan si prince charming ngan cindrella baru je bermula.
macam2 boleh terjadi.
perhaps.
that prince main kayu tiga.
perhaps.
ade adegan antara 2 darjat di situ.

bagi those yg bukan terbabit dalam sesuatu cerita.
yes.
there is happy ending.
but.
to those whose are related to that story.
no.
the story never ending.
no heppy ending.
not yet.
their life just begin.

harap kamu jumpe ur prince charming or princess.
n lead a hepi life;)
hell yeah.
i want my own prince charming.
with a great ending.
n once again.
kite hanye mampu merancang.
ALLAH yg menentukan.

maybe my prince charming.
will appear later.
keep on praying.
dreaming.
hmmmm.