aku xpahammm

ini negara malaysia la beb..

korang konfem kan negara yang kite duduk ni malaysia kan???

dan tentulah bahasa pengantar nya bahasa melayu kan???

tapi kenpa tadi masa aku kat dalam komuter..

awat la penuh dengan bahasa2 asing..

serabut kepala otak aku dengar tau..

toleh kanan orang cakap bahasa cina..

toleh kiri orang cakap bahasa bangla..

toleh depan orang cakap bahasa thai..

toleh belakang dengar orang cakap bahasa india..

dan pelbagai lagi jenis bahasa boleh didengari..

musykil aku jadinya..

ko dah kat dalam malaysia,pepandai ah cakap bahasa malaysia..

waduh2..

aku dah cukup pening dan serabut dgr org india dan cina cakap bahasa kebanggaan diorang tu..ni ditambah2 lagi dengan segala bahasa orang asing..adoiii..

balik negara korang sanalah!!semak ajee..

maaf emo pulak.tapi xtahan arr..menyemak mata ajeee..

ko ni peniaga ke x??

peristiwa ni berlaku last week..time aku nak beli kasut kat nilai..

aku nak letak nama kedai tu kat sini..biar bankrupt terus..pecat terus that peniaga..

aishh..

aku memang dah takde kasut tau..kasut yang aku pakai last week pun hasil sumber ikhsan coursemate ku iaitu ani..syg ko ani,tenkiu.haha.terpesong kejap:)

so aku pun plan nak beli kasut baru..memandangkan nilai tu teramatlah maju,maka dia ada satu je pusat membeli belah iaitu di giant..kat sebelah giant tu ade satu baru bukak,tapi xde kedai paper pun yang dah bukak..so aku masuk la kedai xes ni..kedai ni depan kfc..

tengah aku duk belek2 kasut,

tiba-tiba...

makciksengkek:awak ni kenapa ea..duk pegang2 kasut,letak..belek2 kasut,letak balik..(dengan nada xpuas hati)

akuyanglemahlembut:haa??(pelik+terkejut,sebab tibe2 di'approach' makciksengkek tu dengan cara sebegitu)

makciksengkek:yela..awak pegang satu kasut.awak letak..awak pegang satu awak letak..tapi last2 bukan nak beli..

akuyanglemahlembut:eh?salah ke lau saya nak pegang and belek pun..bukan masalah besar pun nenek oi..

makciksengkek:(terdiam seketika sebab aku membalas smash beliau)yela..memang xsalah tapi kalau awak dah pegan satu letak,pegang satu letak,,nanti kedudukan kasut tu berubah..cuba awak bayangkan lau awak ada kat tempat syaya..penat tahu asyik kena betulkan ajeee..

akuyanglemahlembut:laaa.macam tu ke.tapi saya nak tengok aje.ape masalah nyaa ni?(terkedu gila aku di buatnya,)

makciksengkek:kalau awak nak tengok aje,baik awak balik bilik ajela study..tu kan kerja wak..

akuyanglemahlembut:(dah tu bukan kerja jaga kasut tu keje ko ke.ape la relevannya ko kaitkan yang aku ni student dengan keperluan aku nak beli kasut niiii.)masalahnya saya ni memang nak beli kasut,tapi ni nak tengok2 aje dulu..

makciksengkek:alah,saya tahu sangat orang macam awak ni belek2 aje kasut bukan nak beli pun..

akuyanglemahlembut:okey fine..(aku buat jelingan manja dan terus ajak kak yana out of the kedai.wth????)

cuba kalau korang ada kat tempat aku..terkedu x jadinya..well,maybe aku salah..tapi ape lak kesalahan aku??adui xpaham betull.so marilah ramai2 mem'black list' kan kedai itu..

last2 ,aku balik bp,aku beli kasut kat bp jee..hehe..lagi bahagia hidup:)

p/s:korang dah pegi pesta buku x??best x??aku nak pegiiiii..tapi if only parent aku pegi ar next week..heee:D

tapi lau ada member2 yang nak pergi,aku on je ikot korang:)

don't forget-Demi and the Gang

Did you forget that I was even alive?

Did you forget everything we ever had?

Did you forget, did you forget about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?

Did you forget we were feeling inside?

Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand

Did you regret ever holding my hand?

Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall

Even more in love, than we were before

I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song you can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

And at last all the pictures have been burned

And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned

I won't forget, please don?t forget us

Somewhere we went wrong

Our love is like a song but you won't sing along

You've forgotten about us

Don't forget

Hahaha.well i've actually been crazy about avril's song which is Underground if im not mistaken.haha.someone had put the song in my laptop for a while and ive just got the chance to watch the video until this week.and it was sooo wow!that someone know i have a thing for something like that.haha.thanx for understanding my taste,someone. I just dont feel like mentioning her name here.haha.wekkkk~~:P

anyway,after that im always replaying the same song so im started to stuck with avril.haha.it was so not like me i guess.anyway,since that im starting to search any video about avril at first,but later im stucked with most of the hollywood's girllls.haha.from demi lovato to miley to britney(actually i really like her back then before many2 problems attached her) to whoever laa i feel like want to watch.so here it is i love this song.haha.dunno why.maybe the arrangment of the music.so what can i say ek.i think its just suit my appetite for a song.apakah.:P

anyway,memang lah apa2 yang aku alami takde kena mengena pun dengan this song.becoz my love story(as if ada la kan.haha) never ever same with any love songs.pity me.oh well dont be.because dont you feel like it will just been so hurting ur feeling if the love song especially the sad ones kinda related to ur love story.i'll be so pissed i guess.maybe because im not the type to let go off my feeling even it has been years we didnt see each others.haha.pathetic me?whatever.

anyway.kalau nak dengar lagu ni.meh2 gi kat sini.lagu underground oleh avril tu korg leh gi kat sini.

ohye.aku hampir terlupa.aku suke la dekat demi.macam mana ni.haha.sebab dia sangat comel,cantix and everything la.let us see how beautiful is she ne:)

aku suka dia:P

eh.demi lagi:P

by the way,minggu ni aku balik bp.yeay.!!!!actually aku nak pergi pesta buku but after all aku lebih pentingkan family.well xkan korang xtergoda kalau all of ur family member are at home except urself!ugh.thats just soooo frustrating even actually kat rumah tu takdela aku nak act lovey dovey.ewww.oh yeah.maybe dengan my adik yg last sekali ye la kot.i want to cubit his pipi!!haha.siap ko man!heee:DD

someone sila jangna gelak baca that statement.haha:P

anyway have a happy day u all:)

p/s:kak jaja sori tak buat tag game tu.sebab sy takde file ke-8 pun tuk gmbr.hehe.tak tipuu.sori again

plan yg xjadi.ugh.

okay.

aku xsuka sebenarnya cancel2 plan yg kita da rancang ngan member.

xsedap la kan.da janji tetiba xtepati.

dan aku akui aku da banyak kali pun buat begitu.

so bila suddenly plan aku nak pegi mid arini terbatal sebab rex bizi,asg tak siap.

i was like.aku xkesah sgt kot.sebab aku paham kami sama2 student.wahaha.

lagipun keadaan aku sekarang ni pun macam xberapa nak mengizinkan untuk aku berpoya2 bersuka ria.so papepun ianya sgt menyedihkan last minit kite xdpt bertemu:(

next time kita cari masa yg sesuai k:)

temah,soryy:(

lastly a very hectic week await me for the following week.

many assignment kena buat.presentation tahap xingat sgt banyak.adess.kuatkan semangat :B

final pun nak dekat.sila jgn approach sy.pi sana.men jauh2 ar exam:P

dalah takde cuti sem nanti.tu lagi haru.sob3

k.sila bagi sy kekuatan,kedamaian,keharmonian,kedaulatan dan kesusialan eh kesusilaan ark:P

aku sayang semua orang.tapi macamane nak eksperesikan sayang tu ek?huhu

rindu uma.ugh.kenapa diorang cuti.ugh lagi.bu ayah matsyue hadi asyraf aiman mehla dtg nilai:(

sakura girl~

sakura...

sakura no you na kimi deshita

haru no you na koi deshita

itsumademo tsutzuiteikuto

sonna kigashiteta

kaze ga fuite

chiru you ni harahara to chiru you ni

ano kaze ga tsuresatteiku

matte matte

boku no sakura

(ryo) boku no sakura

all: sakura

(yamapi) totsuzen no de ai kyoushitsu de futari

(yamapi) nante kotonai serifu bakari

(ryo&massu) demo boku ni totte wa zenbu wasurenai

(ryo) kitto isshou wasurenai

(tegoshi) chiri yuku kara kirei na nandattesa

(tegoshi) konna koto shiranai boku ni nani ga dekitatte iu no sa

all:

sakura no you na kimi deshita

haru no you na koi deshita

itsumademo tsutzuiteikuto

sonna kigashiteta

kaze ga fuite

chiru you ni harahara to chiru you ni

ano kaze ga tsuresatteiku

matte matte

boku no sakura

(massu) boku no sakura

all: sakura

(koyama) kotoba ni naranai kimi no sayonara ni

(koyama) mada ute iu nura reranai kotobakari

(tego&shige) demo boku no mae ni mou kimi wa mienai

(tego &shige) Muge kara sai konna dou nari

(yamapi) Hakka nai kara kirei na nandattesa

(ryo) Sonna koto ai iro ni natta ima

(yamap & ryo) Kikitakunai nousa

all:

sakura no you na kimi deshita

haru no you na koi deshita

itsumademo tsutzuiteikuto

sonna kigashiteta

Sakura...
You're alike sakura (cherry blossom)
Our love was like a spring season
That’s what I felt about
It will go continuously forever.
Spread like the wind is blowing
My heart nervous alike to blow into pieces
That wind will bring us together
Wait for me wait for me
My sakura
Sakura~

Unexpected, we two meet at the classroom
We do nothing, but only talk to each other
But for me I'll not forget about that time
I'll never forget for the rest of my life

All the scatters blown away beautifully
For me who don't know what will happen
What should I talk about it?

You're alike sakura (cherry blossom)
Our love was like a spring season
That’s what I felt about
It will go continuously forever
Spread like the wind is blowing
My heart nervous alike to blow into pieces
That wind will bring us together
Wait for me wait for me
My sakura
Sakura~

last night when i go through the net.yeah on you tube there was already someone who uploaded and shared the video news performed this song.omigod.its just so love!!

although i kinda felt sick whenever i saw yamapi's cloth.

for god sake.why must it flowery?oh no~!

huhuhu.maybe after the show at music station(ms) he intend to go to vacation at hawaii.maybe.haha.

whatever it is.the song,the dance was goood.oh.

but i did agree that sometime they didnt synchronise.ahaha.

i know why.

because yamapi did say in his nikki diary that even a few hours before the show,they still discussing on the steps.ohmigod.haha.but as i said their dance was good.not a disaster:)

whatever happen i'll continue to support them with all my heart.

go news~!!!!!

senior yang *#$*##**$!!

sakit hati tahu.tu yang aku rasa.aku geram bila sesatu hubungan yg kite jalin itu hanya one way communication.diorang fikir diri diorang jee!tahu ar korang tu senior kitorang.tapi.well.sila hormati hak kami.kesian la sikit.sikit je tau.xbanyak tau.kat kitorang.kolej kitorang bukannya sejengkal je ngan kampus.kolej paling jauh oke.as if korang tak tahu.sila tunjukkan sikit kerasionalan nya perbuatan korg tu.kitorang da siap2 seawal 8 pagi.dan tunggu bas dari pukul 8.30 oke.sempat berpanas n berhujan lagi.takkan dari masa tu,korang xboleh amik inisiatif untuk call kami2 hah?takde kredit?pleaseee.xkan semua xde kredit?member bola baling korang,pinjam hp diorang ke.susah sgt?taip je mesej,ckp korg ade hal,dan that experiment-shit-thing yang korang ckp nak buat pagi sabtu tu xjadi.susah sgt ke?pikir kesenangan korang je kan.tahu x ape yang aku kena korbankan?tidur aku.fanfic aku.haha.seem not serious.

but.sila fikir sikit ar.kitorang taknak ar jadi kurang ajar ngan korang.tapi kalau korang keep acting like that.macam kitorang ni sampah(huh?haha).pandang kitorang sebelah mata.ni bukan first time,korang ketepikan kitorang just for ur own fucking good.i can say da banyak kali.before ni,masa yang korang buat lawatan pegi mana tah.xajak pun kitorang.last2 kitorang kene sembur sbb x mesra ngan senior.xjoin senior punye program.helooo.dah kitorang x di inform ape2.macamana kitorang nak pegi.sedih tahu.huhu.

ape2 hal tolong ar ubah habit x sihat korang tu.oke?

mungkin di pihak kami,si junior yang mentah ada buat salah.so soriiii la.tapi as far as we know,kitorang xde buat ape2 kesalahan pun.whatever la.sick of it already.

aku fikirkan this entry masa kat dalam bas,on the way nak balik kolej dari kampus tadi.mengapalah diorang macam tu.haishh.and masa on the way nak pergi kampus pun aku ada terfikirkan satu entry berdasarkan perbuatan member aku.haha.sori kya.later aku story.but the story just inspired from her action.not totally tell a story about her.so xsalah kan?hehe.

till then.aku nak sibukkan diri aku dgn fanfic.hehehe.gila baca fanfic da sekarang:)

buubye semua:)

minggu integriti and ekspo fizik!!

just a quick update what im going through lately.
tetiap waktu bile aku buka blog.rase xbernafsu je nak buat ayat.nak tulis blog.
tapi aku rasa jeles je bila tengok asal orang lain boleh je update.haha.
malas telah berjaya mengalahkan jeles nampaknya.
tp for today,sebab aku ada masa lebih sikit,aku beritau kamu jela pape yg perlu:)

firstly minggu ni.i mean arini dah ari last la utk minggu ni untuk berada di kampus.
kitorang ada minggu integriti.yang mana lau ditangkap buat pape yg against policy u,akan kene compound rm 50.
luckily aku xde kene la.and aku xde dgr pulak ade budak yang kene.so we just can say that its all hanya indah khabar dari rupe.
dan maksudnye indah khabar itu bukanlah mengatakan this compound is good,but its just that kononnya masa minggu integrtiti itu segalanya akan strict.ahaha.xstrict pn.jom ramai2 buat salah.haha.oke.xlawak.xpe2.haha

lepas tu,next week pulak..turn our faculty pula buat ekspo.wah2.bangaa niii.mak,anak mak da berjaya untuk sekurang2nya join satu program yang berunsurkan sains.dan dalam kes ini,berkaitan fizik.wah3 lagi.sila bangga buat seketika.haha.

ape yang kitorang akan buat masa ekspo tu adalah buat eksperimen secara live.depan orang ramai.wah4.bangga lagi.haha.so,sebagai persediaan menghadapi that ekspo,esok kami akan bereksperimen bersama2 senior kami.ouh yeah.aku xsabr nak buat eksperimen.excited mode.bila aku glance through ape yg kitorg kene buat,it just look like a simple one.not like what we did in laboratory.its just a simple eksperimen to show to non-science people how does physics related to our daily life.As for our group.we are doing experiment about electrostatic.and mostly our apparatus and material are balloons and wool cloth.haha.dengar macam mudah kan?tapi tidak semudah itu aku rasa.so mari kite lihat ape outcomenya masa hari esok and next week:)
ouh ye.lagi satu.segala bajet untuk beli barang2 eksperimen tu kena guna duit kami.wah5.sedap2 ko je.haha.off course la boleh claim balik.dun worry guys(as if u all care:P)

ohye.selain buat eksperimen,gerai kami juga ada jual aiskrim,yang mana aku risau aku yang akan habiskan aiskrim tu.haha.and buat horoskop menda entah.not so sure about that.
so next week sila lah datang ke usim ye:)

aku syg semuaaa:)

this is just so random.but again i want to tell you.i really2 love yamapi.haha.