dia sudah mari!

wahida desu:))

okay.
duit ypj dah masuk le.
saya rasa gembira.semestinye!
setelah beribu kali call bendahari usim etc.
[terima kasih usim di atas 'kecekapan' anda!]
seriously.is it too hard a job to masukkan the money dalam bank huh?
took almost a month or so or im afraid more than a month k.
tapi takperla.ive got happy ending right?haha.
i felt that this money came at the best/rightest time coz for your information.
starting next sem ill be at rumah sewa!!
well its not like i realllly want but the keadaan memaksa.
i just thought that living by ourselves w/o elder way toooo dangerous!
dont you think so?its not like i dont want to be independent,but its just not the best way to show our independency right?
but like i say,the situation forced me.cant really do anything about it though.

so.my coursemates majorly xdapat even yg aktif pun.
so kami pun pakat reramai duk rumah sewa.
mahal kot!
RM 2750 for the deposit.mahal!sob3.

i really dont have any idea how i will lead my life later on.
just hope that we can survive well.pray for our safety ne.onegai :/
kamu2.silalah datang rumah sewa kami itu ye.
saya dengan rasminye menjemput kamu datang:))
yeayyy:)
ohye.bakal housemate ku kamu semua tak kesah kan??hehe.
tapi a big peringatan !nilai got nothing interesting.
but you've got me!:P
so off course your 'little tour' to nilai to visit me will not be wasted.im here!haha:)


ohye.sabtu ni birthday my mom.
i dun really think i can go back as next week ive got 3 papers to settle.
serabut.
so maybe hopefully after exam ill get the chance to do whatever i can to my mum:)

the truth is while im writing this,my chest is a bit heavy i guess.
must be the tension.
hmm.
hope i can recovered from it.
go go away tension!go go!

yamapi got new hair for his upcoming movie which will be in cinema early next year.
im really eager to see it.his new hair!his boxing movie!!just wowww!
they have been so secretive about his newest hair in this ashita no joe!but as for now,all of the information i got said that he looks really kakoi(handsome,cute!).well tell me when ever he seem not kakoi ha?
he also went to lady gaga's concert!!wha theee?haha.lol at this!
he even wear wig you know!haish want to see your hair!
so.other great news i knew was that for his newest CM promotion.
whoaaaaa.
hes gonna be in world record!!
cant wait duh.hope this project will be a great success!go tomo-chan!:)
enough fangirling for now.

minna.be happy!enjoy your day to the fullest!

update XD

banyak sgt benda berlaku.
nak tulis yg latest.tp i guess takde masa.
ditambah dgn tak dpt connect ngan streamyx.
wireless bengong!
i marah u ni laptop senget!hek!
k ridu blog ni.peluk cium dari rantauan.haha

mengapa begini?aku mahu begitu!

kenapa aku ditakdirkan untuk jumpa dia dalam hidup ni.

ape rasional nya?

supaya aku apa?

dia banyak mengajar aku.

ye!

erti kekecewaan.

erti kehancuran.

kejahatan.

kecelaruan.

keserabutan.

SEMUANYA!

semua yang ko ajar tu pahit tau!

aku xboleh terima.

ko xpernah hargai aku.

kenapa aku mesti jumpa ko!kenapa???

aku benci ko!

SANGAT!

those letters i really hope i can spit it out on your face.huh!

tapi kenapa aku lemah.

aku jatuh lagi di tangan ko.

dan jatuh dan jatuh.

ko pijak maruah aku.

ini ke kawan?hah?

layak ke ko digelar sorg kawan?khalifah?

kenapa sampai sekarang aku masih ada ingatan tentang dia.

aku cuba lupakan.sedaya upaya.

tapi semakin kuat.

bukanlah dalam erti kata mengingati dia untuk kesukaan je.

but everything about dia.

dulu masa perasaan aku masih ada.

aku suka bercerita tentang dia.

sangat suka.

sekarang.

ye.i would very like to talk about dia.

but i know everyone will say"spare me the detail.we dont want to know about u."

i just know that.

they've grown tired to hear my stories.

the same lame story.

but what do you expect?huh?

my heart ache!

reallllllllllllllly.

not in a good way.

but in a baaaaaaad way.

why did he ever need to exist in my life huh?

why our life crossed?

my life could've been better.

Without dia off course.

yeah aku hanya tahu cakap.

tapi itu je yg mampu aku buat sekarang ni.

i guess it really is the time for me to stop thinking about dia.

seriously stop it.

about everything.

time to grow up dear.

lets grow up together.

bury him deep in the sand.

in the muddy sand.

yeah.serve him right.ahaha.

yoroshiku!!!

sekian cerita saya(-_-')

p/s:saya tahu saya exam.tibe2 terlayan perasaan pulak.ni sebab dapat mesej dari one of my fren la.hmm.afraid to face the truth.thats me.

fan-girling moment!

really.sucks!

i dont even read any lines or touch any pencil,pen and calculator.

wth.

chemistry paper is the first.on 20.4.2010.

its someone's birthday:)

hehehe.

by the way.

09.04.2010

is yamapi's birthday.

i've been planning on posting something in my blog about him,off course.

but seem on that day,i was not onlining and just went back home the next day.

after about 2 days, just have the chance to post it:)

happy birthday to you,

dear yamashita-sama!!!:)

otanjoubu omedatou!

(haha tak reti eja.malas nak check spelling:P)

may god bless you and your career:)

i've always support you no matter what condition you are.

you are the best!

okay.i know i'm mumbling.bubling or whatsoever.haha.

typical fangirl in me ne:P

there so much to say,but for now i guess is enough isnt it.

if only you can read this tomo-chan.i feel really honoured!:))

anyway my good day on friday with full of reminiscing about yamapi by watching his photos and dramas is spoilt in the middle of the night around 2 a.m. i received a shocking yet sooo ridiculous news about yamapi.

on of my jealous friend i guess jealous about me and yamapi's relationship(as if ever existed that relationship!)bahaha

anyway,she said on her message to me that yamapi was caught under drugs.

how am i supposed to react at that time.i felt betrayed to be honest.i dont want pi to be ending like that,really hope so!!

that time,my thoughts flooded with all yamapi's projects,dramas,movies,new single.whoaaa so scared!

luckily then tured out that she just want to make fun of me.

saya marah ni!

hahah.

watch out girl!i find way to payback tine later!:P

nah hadiah untuk tatapan:)

such a flawless skin:))

p/s:anyway,he now is busy with his acting in ashita no joe film.i am really excited about the outcome of this.well,he acted as a boxer.hell yeah i realllly dont like boxing.but if it is for pi,off course whatever is fine.haha cant wait!

hah!his hair also has been cut.awww aww cant wait to see it!

no motivation

seriously!

perut sangat xtenterammm!

lapar kot.berkeriut2 seh.

perut ku~

nak makan maggi je ingat.

tapi rasa macam xcukup!

sebab perut rasa xselesa.aduhh.

lepas tu.

where my spirit has gone!!!!
ah!!!

tension is it.

when im going to change.

somebody!

help me!

save me!

uuu.i know2!

if we dun change ourselve who else gonna change us right.

but,

no buts actually.

its already on your mind right!

but.

no buts.

i wish.

how i wish.

i hate myself!